I almost got married to an Englishman in 2005. We were together for a few years then. But everything crashed and burnt in June 2004. It got ugly. But I got wiser after that incident.
Am not bitter. Its part of life. You find love, you lose love, you fall out of love. Tralalalla.
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For my EX Boyfriend.... Words of appreciation & others for exBF
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Posted 25 March 2010 - 02:42 AM
truth is, the affection was lost after the first few weeks. i'm sorry for the shitty ass breakup.. i hope i don't keep you up tonight more than i already had for you have early school tomorrow. i also truly hope you will soon move on. all the best kv, for what its worth it was good while it lasted
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Posted 07 March 2010 - 10:13 AM
ulp, on Mar 7 2010, 03:48 AM, said:
agreed wit u thebratman, time is the best medicine to heal up heartbreak and heart pain.. it's took me 8 mths to recovered and moved on for my last relationship.. my personal opinion is, once the relationship end, and even tried to patch up, the feel are different already from last time...
second chances, hmmm i dont really believe in em (second try after major breakup). just my personal experience. i remember my first breakup. was nasty. was rather emo abt it but as u get into new r/ships, u get wiser and u get tougher and u learn hw to defend urself emotionally when another breakup arises. the first breakup is always the hardest to deal with. i've forgiven my first ex but i still cannot forget what he did.
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Posted 07 March 2010 - 03:48 AM
thebratman, on Feb 28 2010, 07:58 AM, said:
dont bother. learn to move on. there are lots of other guys out there. heartbreak is part of the painful lesson you must learn when a relationship ends. deal with it and move on. sounds harsh, but thats reality.
agreed wit u thebratman, time is the best medicine to heal up heartbreak and heart pain.. it's took me 8 mths to recovered and moved on for my last relationship.. my personal opinion is, once the relationship end, and even tried to patch up, the feel are different already from last time...
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Posted 03 March 2010 - 11:29 AM
For the someone i secretly admire....
We have been hanging out often though you are attached.
I figured out probably it was because your bf is away for work for a while and you needed some company. I know it will end.
Knowing that you guys have been together for 4 years and still going strong is a story seldom heard of in the circle.
As much as i wished that you were mine, i know it is bad to come in between the two of you.
I am trying my best to resist that temptation. I hope i wont give up resisting and i hope you dont give up on your boyfriend.
If a genie can grant me a wish, i would want to go back in time, so that i could have met you 4 years ago and today, you could be mine.
I am late.
Hugs.
We have been hanging out often though you are attached.
I figured out probably it was because your bf is away for work for a while and you needed some company. I know it will end.
Knowing that you guys have been together for 4 years and still going strong is a story seldom heard of in the circle.
As much as i wished that you were mine, i know it is bad to come in between the two of you.
I am trying my best to resist that temptation. I hope i wont give up resisting and i hope you dont give up on your boyfriend.
If a genie can grant me a wish, i would want to go back in time, so that i could have met you 4 years ago and today, you could be mine.
I am late.
Hugs.
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Posted 28 February 2010 - 10:50 AM
You said you love me. Then we broke cos you felt ashamed to be AJ. In the end i'm like a devil who'll only make you feel ashamed. May you have a better life in turning yourself straight magically.
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Posted 28 February 2010 - 07:58 AM
dreaMana, on Feb 28 2010, 02:28 AM, said:
I broke my first love heart.
wonders how can i get him back?
any suggestion?
wonders how can i get him back?
any suggestion?
dont bother. learn to move on. there are lots of other guys out there. heartbreak is part of the painful lesson you must learn when a relationship ends. deal with it and move on. sounds harsh, but thats reality.
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Posted 12 February 2010 - 11:25 AM
I love you so much even though you left me behind , I can never forget your face and love you offered . I tried and tried to forget you so hard and I cant forget , i dont know why . I wished you had been careful with my heart but you tore it apart .
I still remember the times we spend together even our first meet , we played hide and seek . I cherished it more than anything even our promises . I love you not because of lust , but its true love . You are my first love and my last . You help me to open my heart and to love , I dont understand why you left , it truly breaks my heart yet I kept thinking about you almost every minute .
B.Thl , I hope you will smile for me for the last time . I miss your voice .
I still remember the times we spend together even our first meet , we played hide and seek . I cherished it more than anything even our promises . I love you not because of lust , but its true love . You are my first love and my last . You help me to open my heart and to love , I dont understand why you left , it truly breaks my heart yet I kept thinking about you almost every minute .
B.Thl , I hope you will smile for me for the last time . I miss your voice .
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Posted 22 January 2010 - 05:51 PM
The white screen stares at me and i wonder if i am able to pour all that I feel into such a small little space. Whilst it may not be as lengthy as the other stories in terms of time. It was my first true r/s after all those hook ups and one night stands. I expected attention, and I was foolish to ignore that he needed mine too, other than just sex. I was confused and I was childish. I demanded a status of a bf, I knew that I didnt mean it at that time, it was merely an excuse for me to force myself to commit to him. He knew, so we just had a non bf r/s of sorts. I abused that. I was just another attention seeking little brat.
We quarrelled once, I said nasty things. I hurt him, but I didn't realise my mistake and my folly, expecting him to call me. Things changed after, his interest and that smile faded into nothingness.
Then it dawned on me, was that bf status so important? As long as we had each other it was good enough, but I was too blind to see that. He extricated himself from me, and shut me out. It happened before i could comprehend it, and when i did, it was too late. I threw my first love away just like that.
Nothing I did would avail him back to me. I was the jerk. I was blind. I cannot regret enough for what did, because i waited too long for my man to come, and when he did, i just threw him away. I hurt what i've been waiting for, for so long. That pain and regret stays with me till now.
J - i still think of you so, everyday and night. Your birthday is comin up on sunday. I wonder what am I to do...
We quarrelled once, I said nasty things. I hurt him, but I didn't realise my mistake and my folly, expecting him to call me. Things changed after, his interest and that smile faded into nothingness.
Then it dawned on me, was that bf status so important? As long as we had each other it was good enough, but I was too blind to see that. He extricated himself from me, and shut me out. It happened before i could comprehend it, and when i did, it was too late. I threw my first love away just like that.
Nothing I did would avail him back to me. I was the jerk. I was blind. I cannot regret enough for what did, because i waited too long for my man to come, and when he did, i just threw him away. I hurt what i've been waiting for, for so long. That pain and regret stays with me till now.
J - i still think of you so, everyday and night. Your birthday is comin up on sunday. I wonder what am I to do...
Nothing is ever what it seems.
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Posted 25 December 2009 - 12:53 AM
clive,
wonder if u celebrating or partying with your loved one or friends tonight.. still remember our last few xmas only exclusively me and you.. this year seems we are our own celebrates the festive joy.. are we really joy? i hope so.. perhaps you will happier than previous xmas but while i enjoying the yuletide, my memory flash back to past xmas as we are celebrating romanticly and exchange gift and wishes.. i am moved on.. after 8 months struggle in heart pain.. no matter who's wrong or right, things already past.. wish you a verry happy merry christmas..
wonder if u celebrating or partying with your loved one or friends tonight.. still remember our last few xmas only exclusively me and you.. this year seems we are our own celebrates the festive joy.. are we really joy? i hope so.. perhaps you will happier than previous xmas but while i enjoying the yuletide, my memory flash back to past xmas as we are celebrating romanticly and exchange gift and wishes.. i am moved on.. after 8 months struggle in heart pain.. no matter who's wrong or right, things already past.. wish you a verry happy merry christmas..
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Posted 17 December 2009 - 11:48 PM
To Marc Joel(Jojo)
Every time i put on the shirt which i got when we first went shopping, i remember how you helped me to fold the sleeve and adjust it. Though i always teased you, called you JOJO, you know it's because i wanted your attention. How could you just go overseas for one whole month without even telling me? How could you leave me worrying for you? Despite that, i didn't blame you but told you not to do it again. You were afraid that your tight schedule will make us meet up lesser but i said it's ok.
That night when you asked me out for movie, i was so happy. But somehow when we cuddled in the theatre, i felt a difference. On my mind, i didn't want to ask you or think too much. At that time, i just wanted to hold u as long as i could - because it was gonna be the last time.
When we were leaving the theatre, you said you wanted to say sth to me. But i didn't want to hear. So i went off in a cab. I know you wanted to break up. But, i just didn't want that cruel moment to happen because it will pollute the good memories we had.
Every time i put on the shirt which i got when we first went shopping, i remember how you helped me to fold the sleeve and adjust it. Though i always teased you, called you JOJO, you know it's because i wanted your attention. How could you just go overseas for one whole month without even telling me? How could you leave me worrying for you? Despite that, i didn't blame you but told you not to do it again. You were afraid that your tight schedule will make us meet up lesser but i said it's ok.
That night when you asked me out for movie, i was so happy. But somehow when we cuddled in the theatre, i felt a difference. On my mind, i didn't want to ask you or think too much. At that time, i just wanted to hold u as long as i could - because it was gonna be the last time.
When we were leaving the theatre, you said you wanted to say sth to me. But i didn't want to hear. So i went off in a cab. I know you wanted to break up. But, i just didn't want that cruel moment to happen because it will pollute the good memories we had.